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  Twisted Tales of Passion and Pain

01 Thinking of Pasteur
02 Bad Reputation
03 His Lucky Night
04 Stranger Than Fiction
05 Model in the Mag
06 The Edge
07 What Chu' Talkin' 'Bout
08 Picked Up the Change
09 Dance with Me Again
10 I'm Disturbed
11 Longest Night of the Year
12 Nothing I Can Do
13 Love Song
14 Daybreak


01     THINKING OF PASTEUR

Deep certainty...does not reflect, in my reality
Not beneath this gleaming membrane of bright blue sky
Not like the iron tears down Pluto's cheek
That made hell grant what his heart did seek


AND I WISH YOU THOUGHT MY LOVE WAS SOMETHING GOOD, CAUSE NOTHIN' I CAN DO
NOTHIN' I CAN DO
NOTHIN' I CAN DO
WILL MAKE ME LOVE YOU LESS


I surrender to the afternoon, spend it in a window seat
With such longing and boundless vacancy, your implicit polarity
Which grinds like glacial ice against my checkered past
And the paragon of precision that has led me to your path


AND I WISH YOU THOUGHT MY LOVE WAS SOMETHING GOOD,
CAUSE NOTHIN' I CAN DO - NOTHIN' I CAN DO - NOTHIN' I CAN DO
WILL MAKE ME LOVE YOU LESS


NOTHING I CAN DO WILL MAKE ME LOVE YOU LESS


I want to pour out all I feel and smile with love's desire
Under these drifts of cloud like floating blush in this evening's sapphire
But tonight that's just an invitation to dance around the bitter tree
And to take the chance, I'd rather pass but still not turn away...


AND I WISH YOU THOUGHT MY LOVE WAS SOMETHING GOOD,
CAUSE NOTHIN' I CAN DO - NOTHIN' I CAN DO - NOTHIN' I CAN DO
WILL MAKE ME LOVE YOU LESS




02     BAD REPUTATION

Everything about you adds up real nice
The balance and style equals what I like
Can't help stickin' around to investigate
The possibilities of feelin' this great


DON'T CALL IT LOVE
JUST A NEW PREOCCUPATION
ANYTHING BUT LOVE
LOVE'S GOT A BAD REPUTATION


I need a new word for what I feel
Something with nerve and sex appeal
One that lingers on into the night
Wakes me up in the morning still feelin' alright


I HOPE IT'S NOT LOVE
DON'T NEED THAT AGGRAVATION
ANYTHING BUT LOVE
LOVE'S GOT A BAD REPUTATION


It's known to be dangerous and heavily armed
When I see love I call the National Guard
But when I'm with you I feel so damn good
I keep thinkin' I shouldn't, but maybe I should


DON'T CALL IT LOVE
DON'T NEED THAT AGGRAVATION
ANYTHING BUT LOVE
LOVE'S GOT IT BAD


NO - NOT LOVE
LOVE'S GOT A BAD, BAD
REPUTATION




03     HIS LUCKY NIGHT

He looks good
Nice enough
Smarter than a rock
He thinks I'm tough


I see his sparks, his magnets pull
Me into something practically meaningful
I'm nearly excited, it's almost all right
This might as well be his lucky night


See, I got no sign of life here
In this empty heart
It's like a big empty house
Windows open and dark


THE DEMONS ARE ALL OUT ON PARADE
AND IT'S DISENCHANTING ENOUGH
TO GET CARRIED AWAY


My eyes gettin' the glaze, Vampire smile
It's no good, it's endless and vile
And I'm thinking about it This romance is perverse
He stuck his neck on the line tempting my thirst


He wants to have me As if the prospect was bright
This is not the magic He hopes to invite


THE DEMONS ARE ALL OUT ON PARADE
AND IT'S DISENCHANTING ENOUGH
TO GET CARRIED AWAY


Or....I could politely decline
Then disappear in mid-flight
This might as well be
His lucky night




04     STRANGER THAN FICTION

A man in shades approached me out of nowhere long ago
Standing near the ocean cliffs, sunset wind in my white clothes
Passion heavy in the air like the luring scent of spices
I surrendered to his charm and was left to its devices


TRUTH IS STRANGER THAN FICTION
I SAY THAT WITH CONVICTION
IT'S A CURIOUS CONTRADICTION
DON'T ASK ME TO EXPLAIN


Waking in a quandary over fact and fantasy
I could not help but wonder who in the world this man might be
He was not the lover with whom I shared my heart and bed
But caused such a strong impression, he stayed inside my head


TRUTH IS STRANGER THAN FICTION
I SAY THAT WITH CONVICTION
IT'S A CURIOUS CONTRADICTION
DON'T ASK ME TO EXPLAIN


So I'm down in the belly of the airport, cursing the baggage claim
The drafty hall was blowin' hair around this one pair of shades
The way he recognized me, the way the light jarred time and space
I'd swear he flew in from that dream where I first saw his face


And I can't just write this off as a figment of imagination
When life before him measures up now to a mere approximation
His kiss the bolt of lightning I needed to electrify
And lying here beside him, who am I to question why?


TRUTH IS STRANGER THAN FICTION
I SAY THAT WITH CONVICTION
IT'S A CURIOUS CONTRADICTION
DON'T ASK ME
DON'T ASK ME
DON'T ASK ME TO EXPLAIN




05     MODEL IN THE MAG

Standing in the check-out line, paging through a magazine
I saw this advertisement for the coolest pair of jeans
Man- I need those button fly's, then maybe I could look that
good Feel like a million bucks you know, the way any supermodel
would

If I could make a fashion statement out of any flimsy rag
She'd be buyin' groceries, I'd be the model in the mag


CAN'T LIVE UP TO THAT...Image on the page
CAN'T LIVE UP TO THAT...Glamorous outrage
CAN'T LIVE UP TO THAT...Stretchy denim plaid?
CAN'T LIVE UP TO THAT
CAN'T LIVE UP TO THAT
CAN'T LIVE UP TO THAT...Model in the mag


The flawless virgin goddess, my vanity answers to
Is an altered starvation diet girl, crying mercy to Fifth Avenue
Fighting tooth and polished nail to be on the cover of Allure
All in the name of tempting me into some over expenditure


If I could make a fashion statement worth its designer tag
I'd say, "FeedFeedFeed, feed the model in the mag"


CAN'T LIVE UP TO THAT...Image on the page
CAN'T LIVE UP TO THAT...Glamorous outrage
CAN'T LIVE UP TO THAT...Stretchy denim plaid?
CAN'T LIVE UP TO THAT
CAN'T LIVE UP TO THAT
CAN'T LIVE UP TO THAT...Model in the mag




06     THE EDGE

I've been living on the edge so long, I don't know what it's like
To have roots in solid ground instead of wearing spikes
That hold unsteady while I forever spread my wings
Dancing on the fringes of damn near everything


IF THERE'S A WAY TO TAKE IT TO THE LIMIT
THEN I WILL TEST MY LUCK AND HOPE THAT I DON'T TAKE A SPILL
I NEVER PLANNED TO LIVE THIS WAY THOUGH IT IS ALLEGED
I CAN'T STAY AWAY FROM THE EDGE


I got used to sweatin' bullets, shootin' for the stars
It's a wonder Ladyluck has let me slide this far
Riding on a long shot, livin' day to day
For that moments notice to take my leap of faith


IF THERE'S A WAY TO TAKE IT TO THE LIMIT
THEN I WILL TEST MY LUCK AND HOPE THAT I DON'T TAKE A SPILL
I NEVER PLANNED TO LIVE THIS WAY THOUGH IT IS ALLEGED
I CAN'T STAY AWAY FROM THE EDGE




07     WHAT CHU' TALKIN' 'BOUT

In the hours after midnight on a quiet grassy hill
Above the Spanish skyline that lights up Seville
Love generates a glow larger than the view that we enjoy
With so much between us what's the choice?


he say..WHAT CHU' TALKIN' 'BOUT
NO SE WHAT CHU' TALKIN' 'BOUT
CRAZY NO DOUBT
he say...WHAT CHU' TALKIN' 'BOUT
NO SE WHAT CHU' TALKIN' 'BOUT
CRAZY NO DOUBT


It's like the supernatural imposing it's will
For reasons much too ancient for us to understand until
We play out the drama the Fates have carefully arranged
And resisting only makes it that more strange


CHORUS:


You battle heaven's current and I wonder to what avail
We're like ribbons in the wind of a disturbingly divine blackmail
That shines in moments you call weakness with such atomic light
All I see is blind purpose in your fight...


CHORUS:




08     PICKED UP THE CHANGE

Before the shades of night, gave way to dawn
In a truckstop state of midnight's oblivion
I spilled cream on the counter, waiting in line
Behind a guy that dropped a couple quarters and a dime


He left the coins on the floor as if my right to know
Somethin' 'bout cracking a social code


I PICKED UP THE CHANGE - (I picked up on it)
THAT, AND TWENTY BUCKS GETS ME A BOTTLE OF CHAMPAGNE
PICKED UP THE CHANGE - (I picked it up)
I'M READY FOR CHAMPAGNE


Paid the Cashier and she sent me on my way
With my steaming Styrofoam promise of staying awake
Hit the road with a mission, like a bat outta hell
I'd see my lover before this new sunlight fell


By noon caffeine and fatigue mixed like Peyote thought
That stopped at the toll-basket when I missed by a long shot
Blocking the rush-hour banshees now throwing a fit
To be released into a sea of lanes, yellin'....


LEAVE IT
LEAVE IT LEAVE IT

I PICKED UP THE CHANGE (I picked up on it)
THAT, AND WELL YEAH, I COULD WORK ON MY AIM
PICKED UP THE CHANGE (I picked it up)
I'M READY FOR CHAMPAGNE


He's my vision of happiness that the road will spare
Like a thin sustenance against the despair
Soon candle lit words'll swirl on vapors of wine
I'm just a turnpike, an interstate and a beltway shy


But I feel strange as I'm swept into his haunt
His cool embrace conceals awkward non-chalance
I remember it warmer, but he says, "everything's fine"
Sixty cents there on the floor like some kind of sign


He left the coins on the floor, as if my right to know
Somethin' 'bout cracking a social code


I PICKED UP THE CHANGE (I picked up on it)
THAT, AND A NASTY LITTLE HEART FULL OF PAIN
PICKED UP THE CHANGE (I picked it up)
I'M READY FOR CHAMPAGNE


Before the shades of night, gave way to dawn
In a truckstop state of midnight's oblivion




09     DANCE WITH ME AGAIN

So once your heard was broken, never again to come unglued
Buried safely in some far away grave, at the cost of a fractured view
With an edge to wound the mind when my sweet influences curtsy
To you, the hardened prospector, leaving my gentle cares so thirsty

I know a lover's passion can wear a double face
So if only like a dance above the fear I may fall from grace
Let me spin your earthly living back into gold
And when everything once crude and primitive breathes with poetry
Dance with me again


And I, stories of love like splinters, shallow and easily removed
Except the one lost to the eternal stalemate with a son of Zeus
As if the sum of all my wisdom from holy smoke and dragon fire
Alchemized before your eyes into the heart of desire


I know a lover's passion can wear a double face
So if only like a dance above the fear you might fall from grace
Let me spin your earthly living back into gold
And when everything once crude and primitive breathes with poetry
Dance with me again




10     I'M DISTURBED

Looks like life's been treating you right
All lean and mean at the grindstone day and night
How do you do it? I'd like to know
How do you keep up with Tokyo?


Just ridin' the beast like it ain't no sweat
What in the world is your secret?
I got the crystals, roots & herbs
And the daily affirmation words, still...I'M DISTURBED


I DON'T FEEL SO GOOD, DON'T GET NO SLEEP
FROM THE LIKELYHOOD THAT IT RUNS TOO DEEP
COME ON GET IT TOGETHER, MAN


A VOICE LIKES TO REPEAT
CAN'T LIVE - CAN'T LOVE - CAN'T EAT - CAN'T LIVE - CAN'T LOVE - CAN'T EAT

I'M DISTURBED
I'M DISTURBED


Everyone loves you, you're king of the hill
Like some selfless ambassador of freakin' goodwill
How do you do it? I'd like to know,
How do you keep "high" in Shangra-low?


Hammer and tongs whatever the job - You never flail you never sob
I got the crystals, roots and herbs - And the daily affirmation words...
Tarot cards and chants - Tea leaves and Clairvoyants
Candles, dust and runes - Guides, Healers and Gurus
Incense and chibouks - Man, I got channel-panel groups
Yoga and meditation - I got creative visualization - I got it all, ...still...I'M DISTURBED


I DON'T FEEL SO GOOD, DON'T GET NO SLEEP
FROM THE LIKELYHOOD THAT IT RUNS TOO DEEP
COME ON GET IT TOGETHER, GIRL
A VOICE LIKES TO REPEAT
CAN'T LIVE - CAN'T LOVE - CAN'T EAT - CAN'T LIVE - CAN'T LOVE - CAN'T EAT


I'M DISTURBED
I'M DISTURBED




11     LONGEST NIGHT OF THE YEAR

When the sun is over the Tropic of Capricorn
And Druid bonfires in celebration are born
We'll rendezvous under the ecliptic sky
Like celestial bodies, you and I


The path of the sun among the stars


From the world that separates me and where your are
Will close the distance at Winter's gate
With your kiss at the end of the shortest day


NOTHING ESCAPES
NOTHING ESCAPES
NOTHING ESCAPES
THE EYES OF THE MOON
ON THE LONGEST NIGHT OF THE YEAR


Planets align and overshadow, they cast spells on everything
While love - the longed for shining, lights silvery wings


NOTHING ESCAPES
NOTHING ESCAPES
NOTHING ESCAPES
THE EYES OF THE MOON
ON THE LONGEST NIGHT OF THE YEAR


My gladness starts to riot at the threshold of the night
Drinking wildness like a tonic to your incoming flight
The passengers have disembarked, the universe conspires
And the gift you gave me from the heart was dipped in fire




12     NOTHING I CAN DO

Deep certainty...does not reflect, in my reality
Not beneath this gleaming membrane of bright blue sky
Not like the iron tears down Pluto's cheek
That made hell grant what his heart did seek


AND I WISH YOU THOUGHT MY LOVE WAS SOMETHING GOOD, CAUSE NOTHIN' I CAN DO
NOTHIN' I CAN DO
NOTHIN' I CAN DO
WILL MAKE ME LOVE YOU LESS


I surrender to the afternoon, spend it in a window seat
With such longing and boundless vacancy, your implicit polarity
Which grinds like glacial ice against my checkered past
And the paragon of precision that has led me to your path


AND I WISH YOU THOUGHT MY LOVE WAS SOMETHING GOOD,
CAUSE NOTHIN' I CAN DO - NOTHIN' I CAN DO - NOTHIN' I CAN DO
WILL MAKE ME LOVE YOU LESS


NOTHING I CAN DO WILL MAKE ME LOVE YOU LESS


I want to pour out all I feel and smile with love's desire
Under these drifts of cloud like floating blush in this evening's sapphire
But tonight that's just an invitation to dance around the bitter tree
And to take the chance, I'd rather pass but still not turn away...


AND I WISH YOU THOUGHT MY LOVE WAS SOMETHING GOOD,
CAUSE NOTHIN' I CAN DO - NOTHIN' I CAN DO - NOTHIN' I CAN DO
WILL MAKE ME LOVE YOU LESS




13     LOVE SONG

The words I have to say
May well be simple but they're true
Before you give your love
There's only one thing you should do
LOVE IS THE OPENING DOOR
LOVE IS WHAT WE CAME HERE FOR
NO ONE COULD OFFER YOU MORE
DO YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
HAVE YOUR EYES REALLY SEEN


They say it's very hard
To leave behind the life we knew
But there's no other way
And so it's really up to you


LOVE IS THE KEY WE MUST TURN
TRUTH IS THE FLAME WE MUST BURN
FREEDOM A LESSON WE MUST LEARN
DO YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
HAVE YOUR EYES REALLY SEEN




14     DAYBREAK

Instrumental

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